Knights of Walpurgis

Girl 8

In Uncategorized on November 6, 2012 at 12:37 am

For one and a half year, I am making googly faces at this crush of mine. I believed that I already moved on from my experience with CC and this girl could be the answer. 

I started to notice how pretty she was after the end of the first semester last year. I never noticed her in the summer where I know and saw most of the people in my class. This girl is different. She has that smile. That smile.

CC is pretty even when she’s not smiling. She has that certain distance and aloofness that only certain girls can carry with great precision. However, this girl, called Dianne has a really great smile. She really lightens up my morning when I see her smile. The way her eyes and her whole face looks when she smiles is simply, sunny. She really brightens up the room. 

Long story but let’s cut to the chase. Two days after her birthday, I asked her out by discreetly inviting her to a coffee shop. She said no. She ain’t ready and the shit that girls say. Of course, I said that I would make her go with me no matter what. I might seem to forward but I think I also appeared to be forcing her. I revealed my intentions early on. I did not let it flow through. I also messaged her asking if she could be with my study group. After 1 month, I again asked her out but, this time, I really made it as low key as possible. I asked her to help me to review for the exams but she said no and why should I not go with my friends instead. Because I like you, you dense dummy! Anyway, hear I am now hoping for a miracle. I am so old and I do not even have a girl yet. 

Excitement happened first before depression sank in. Why did she deny me? Is there something wrong with me? Whenever I try to make a move, I always blow it off. Maybe something is wrong in my head? Needless to say, I was devastated. I am trying to move on. From now on, I would be like Barney Stinson who polishes his skills and his sword (if you know what I mean) for the thrill of the game.

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