Knights of Walpurgis

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Sick and Tired

In Uncategorized on May 11, 2019 at 10:49 am

Almost always I find myself to be always late. It’s like a recurring pattern in my life. It’s like waiting for the bus. Sometimes you go there in time only to find out that you missed the bus because it was too early and you have to wait 1 hour for the next one.

I’m sick and tired of waiting. I’m not praying for anything grand. I don’t want anything illegal. I just want a job. Is it too much too ask for that?

Year after a year my prospects are getting dimmer. I’m trying to build up my resume so that I may be worthy to get a job. All my friends are advancing in their carreers and and here I am stuck in a rut.

People say I have to wait for God’s plan but what if all of these are for nothing? What if the answer is not LATER but NEVER? Is it too much to ask for a sign so I should just give up?

I look at my future and I see nothing. No matter how hard I try.

One of these days, not tomorrow, maybe not next month, God will be late the last time and it will be too late.

P. S. I also published this in my reddit

Coincidences?

In Uncategorized on May 5, 2019 at 8:25 pm

It is about a week from the elections and suddenly, last night, we lost electric power. Twice.

Fucking coincidence. The power outages lasted about 15 -20 minutes each. You know what is improbable? That there are problems with wiring within one night and it’s just 2 hours apart!

Fifteen minutes is never enough to fix outages from where I am from so I highly doubt there are real power outages. Now, 15-20 minutes is more than enough time to sabotage the opponents compaigns by removing the posters. I forgot to mention that these happened at 10 pm and 1 am.