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Feel the Chill

In Uncategorized on June 24, 2021 at 12:56 am

I’m thirsty. I’m sleepy. I’m in Switzerland and I could be anywhere I want to be. Sometimes, I’m in Sweden and sometimes, I’m in Japan.

Now, I’m watching this.

Later, I will go to 4chan and go to kpop general in /mu/ to be with the deep denizens of the web. Later, in the darkness of the night, I will go to the same site with my phone using Firefox Focus (highly recommended btw).

I’m paranoid now. I use VPN, Tor, 2FA, password generators, password randomizers, basically anything.

I would wake up around 0730 to 0830 to work out. I have work but it’s weird as it is from 1200 to 2100. But it pays enough except my cab ride costs me gold.

P.S. I used to follow this stupid bitch in reddit. Dumb ho strips nude and posts her face. Then disappears but she didn’t know about people saving her nudes (of course they will, it is a public site). Porn sites also use nudes with her face visible. She tried getting it out by pretending to commit suicide and messaging these people that her “friend” did that because of the nudes. Of course I found out about her old accounts using this

In the 41st day

In Uncategorized on April 21, 2020 at 11:24 pm

Day 40 of quarantine.

I bought milk tea. The one gallon type. I think it was honey sugar or something. Just for me to sooth my nerves in this heat and in this quarantine.

I was not able to sleep the night after. Just twisting and turning in my bed. My thoughts are not racing, but just continuous. Around 2.30 A. M., I went out of my bed, fucked my ho for 30 minutes and tried sleeping but failing.

Day 41 of quarantine.

I “woke up” around 8.30 A. M. Went about my usual activities. I tried sleeping from 12.30 P. M. to 2.30 P. M. as a siesta but my thoughts still continue.

I am going on 40 hours of no sleep now. Good grief.

My Weakness

In Uncategorized on March 19, 2020 at 4:43 pm

I felt weird today. Woke up very early 1.30 A. M. to do some stuff. Slept around 3.00 A. M. after finishing myself. Woke up again around 6.45 A. M. to go to work. Walked around the long streets of the city. Barely anyone is there. Went to work (we are one of the few offices that are open).

Ate breakfast. Coffee, banana, fired bread with ham and cheese (which was 90% bread and cholesterol).

Work was easy. I barely did anything. Just watched Vikings on my free time (which is pretty much 95% of my current workload).

As I was walking back home, I felt a weird sensation. As if the tips of my fingers are getting weak. My legs are getting weak as well. At first, I thought this might be the virus, but that symptom is not common. I might be having low blood sugar. It was hot as it was the noontime sun but I have walked these streets for a thousand times and I never felt what I did now. I immediately went to the nearest convenience store to buy food–sandwiches, bread, and junk food.

Felt better after. I might have some sugar problems.

I want this virus to end so everything goes back to normal.

Bumble Bitch #2

In Uncategorized on November 6, 2019 at 9:32 pm

Just now, I was talking to some ho I met in Bumble. Like any ho, they cannot commit. Cannot even tell me if they are available in a certain date. I am sick and tired of these hoes.

I am sick and tired of the endless vague answers.

“We’ll see.” “I’m busy next week.” Please, I do not want to play this idiotic game. Let’s not waste each other’s time.

I gave her one more chance for her to tell me her schedule tomorrow. If she does not do it, I will fucking end it. Bitch you get unmatched.

This is the second bitch that gave me such a hard time. Bumble bitches.

Proof That God is Against Me Through the Use of the Universal Language i.e. Math

In Uncategorized on November 6, 2019 at 9:28 pm

Everything is stacked against me. In a game where the only outcomes are either to win or to lose, I lost almost all of the time. My teammates in those games suck. In 14 games, I won only the last one.

Mathematically speaking, that should be improbable. The odds of losing 13 consecutive times is as follows:

= 1 / (2^13) = 0.012%

This means that in 99.99%, the odds are thoroughly against me. Imagine that. Once more, God is truly against me. I have proven it by math.

[Dream] Dog Eating Dead Dog

In Uncategorized on June 22, 2019 at 9:39 am

The dream is set in my backyard. There are two dogs, both of which I have never seen. There is a big fluffy dog which appears to be dead and beside that dog is a smaller dog which looks like a poodle biting or eating the side of the bigger dog.

Later in the dream, the bigger dog just gets up and walks and it’s side is bloody. The smaller dog is still hanging on the side of the flesh of the bigger dog with parts of the flesh of the bigger dog in the smaller dog’s mouth.

That’s it. I tried looking for some dream interpretations online but nothing comes close.

Sick and Tired

In Uncategorized on May 11, 2019 at 10:49 am

Almost always I find myself to be always late. It’s like a recurring pattern in my life. It’s like waiting for the bus. Sometimes you go there in time only to find out that you missed the bus because it was too early and you have to wait 1 hour for the next one.

I’m sick and tired of waiting. I’m not praying for anything grand. I don’t want anything illegal. I just want a job. Is it too much too ask for that?

Year after a year my prospects are getting dimmer. I’m trying to build up my resume so that I may be worthy to get a job. All my friends are advancing in their carreers and and here I am stuck in a rut.

People say I have to wait for God’s plan but what if all of these are for nothing? What if the answer is not LATER but NEVER? Is it too much to ask for a sign so I should just give up?

I look at my future and I see nothing. No matter how hard I try.

One of these days, not tomorrow, maybe not next month, God will be late the last time and it will be too late.

P. S. I also published this in my reddit

Coincidences?

In Uncategorized on May 5, 2019 at 8:25 pm

It is about a week from the elections and suddenly, last night, we lost electric power. Twice.

Fucking coincidence. The power outages lasted about 15 -20 minutes each. You know what is improbable? That there are problems with wiring within one night and it’s just 2 hours apart!

Fifteen minutes is never enough to fix outages from where I am from so I highly doubt there are real power outages. Now, 15-20 minutes is more than enough time to sabotage the opponents compaigns by removing the posters. I forgot to mention that these happened at 10 pm and 1 am.

 

A Word

In Uncategorized on February 9, 2019 at 3:35 pm

Things just have been too busy lately. I shall update more often.

I’m trying a break from social media and go back to blogging.

-x

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In Uncategorized on December 18, 2018 at 3:38 pm

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