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In the 41st day

In Uncategorized on April 21, 2020 at 11:24 pm

Day 40 of quarantine.

I bought milk tea. The one gallon type. I think it was honey sugar or something. Just for me to sooth my nerves in this heat and in this quarantine.

I was not able to sleep the night after. Just twisting and turning in my bed. My thoughts are not racing, but just continuous. Around 2.30 A. M., I went out of my bed, fucked my ho for 30 minutes and tried sleeping but failing.

Day 41 of quarantine.

I “woke up” around 8.30 A. M. Went about my usual activities. I tried sleeping from 12.30 P. M. to 2.30 P. M. as a siesta but my thoughts still continue.

I am going on 40 hours of no sleep now. Good grief.

Blazing Slip

In Uncategorized on August 1, 2011 at 11:15 pm

I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve been drifting in and out of consciousness every thirty minutes. Reading this book is such a downer. Almost like a sedative. You feel numb and your brain shuts down. I cannot get any success in finishing reading the required reading (a reading within a reading? READINGCEPTION). I just took a break to be able to tolerate the monotony of this existence and the sedative is always ready to jump at you when you expect it the least. My eyes are bloodshot almost as if I smoked a bag of weed.

I hear the dull thud of the water hitting the plastic container meant to catch it. It sound very similar to footsteps of someone in flip-flops. I also found out that ants keep crawling on my water cup for unknown reasons.

It’s Hard to Sleep Again

In Uncategorized on November 3, 2010 at 4:06 pm

Yeah. It is.

However, this time it is different. I believe that this time it is not insomnia. Just pure old annoyance at stuff. I do not believe in the psychobabble shit about depression causing insomnia and stuff like that.

I was able to devise an experiment where I tried different variables that cause my sleeplessness. Apparently, the timer in the air conditioning unit is the cause. This timer turns off the aircon after one and a half hours of operation and resumes again for the same amount of time. My body is capable of sensing when the aircon stops and I wake up in the middle of the night, frustrated about what has happened. I got rid of my siesta (afternoon sleep) in order for me to be sleep faster.

Last night, I went to bed at around 11:30 pm. I am still awake by 1 am because I checked the time at the clock when I went down from the bedroom to pee. I next woke up around 5:20 am though I am not sure if I really woke up or my insomnia is just continuing. It does not feel like four hours have elapsed since 1 am. Four hours is a pretty long span of time and if I really am awake for that long amount of time, I could feel it. More probably, I failed to sense that I was asleep and I just remembered the time that I woke up because of mosquito bites which seem to be a linear span of time without breaks in between. At 5:20 am, I cannot take it anymore and I turned on the aircon to drive away the insects. I am quite sure that I fell asleep since I did not feel the aircon’s cool wind (which should have turned on) between 1 am and 5:20 am